香香,

Went to ball this morning. Well my mood still didn't get better. I guess I really can't handle the fact. I mean why would you think of this r/s this way? I though we both still had feelings for one another? Perhaps I still just can't seem to understand. Nevertheless, I still will respect your decision. I mean I can't expect us to get together just like that and you won't feel bad. I don't want to see you feel bad. I want you to be with me because you really want to. I guess maybe that's why I feel sad the whole day. Been thinking a lot too. I know I really do like you and I just can't stop listening to the clip you sent me. The clip where you recorded your singing. I kept listening to it and thinking about us, about how to salvage this situation and about how to let you see that I've changed. I've changed to become a better person. I've changed to understand the importance of my role as a boyfriend and I've changed to be a person who is willing to spend more time with the person I care for the most. Guess I'll still have to wait till the day you will call me and say yes to me. The day which I will always be waiting for and the day which I will never forget. Just like NYC, those are just the little things I can and will do for a girl whom I really care a lot. I hope those will be what you will be looking for in the future. Miss you a lot today but I am really afraid that when the time comes to let go, I will not be able to do it. Cause deep down, I know I will never be able to let this go. I really cherish this a lot. I hope you will one day understand my feelings and will see the light from my point of view. I hope you too will cherish me a lot just like 香香&备备 did in KO3 Guo.

Loves,
备备