香香,
Today has been a tiring day. Been tasked to role play for my boss for the rehearsal. It really feel weird though. I just can't seem to get used to it. Well at least that is over. After that, I'm tasked to help out in the food committee. Spent time cutting prawns and preparing the snow crabs. It was really a long and tiring task.
In the end, I had to be the chef for the day and did the bbq work. Had to stand for 4 hours to cook and clean up. At the very least, people enjoy my cooking. Guess I'm not too bad after all.

Been checking my phone the whole day. I know you are busy and yet I am happy to see your texts. At least I know that I am not forgotten. Well, at least that makes my day and keep me going even when I am down. I 'm really glad to have you around. It makes me feel that all the day effort is worth it. I hope everyday will be like this and I believe it will as long as we have each other. I really miss you but yet there is no way I can say it out except typing it all here. I love the way you smile and yet there is no other way for me to see it until I receive an image from you. I hope one day, if that day comes, I can see your smile every day and that smile will brighten the darkest hour of my life. I can promise you and myself that everyday will be a good day but I really need the chance to prove it. I really wish that day will come. Deep in my heart, I really hope it will be soon but I know you have your issue and I guess I can only wait. Even if the outcome is not what I want, I know you must have found your happiness. Although I dread this outcome, I will still have to give you my blessing if this were to happen. I really do hope that dream will really come true. I really do hope one day I can tell u proudly " I love you".

Loves,
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