香香,

Boring day today. Been busy doing up the CNY poster. Now, I had to do the invitation card and the name tags for the VIP to be use on the table. Tonnes of work but so little time. As usual, no text today. I wonder, do you still read this blog? Somehow, no views increased at all. Well at least  I get to hear your voice today. Although I really have to apologize. Shouldn't have bother you with my work stuffs. Really sorry. Didn't dare to use my handphone to call you. I think you know why too. Still I'm glad to hear your voice. Really miss hearing it. Don't worry though. I don't think I will call again. That 5 minute was more than I can ask for. Still missing you though. Hopefully we can start to talk again soon. But maybe it's just my wishful thinking. I once heard someone say " Even if loving someone is a one sided thing, you are still in love with him/her as long as you love him". I guess this may be a better way to keep one from feeling sad. It's time to get back to CNY work. Oh ya, episode 22 is really nice too. Hope you are still watching it. Take care for now. Will be back to write again tomorrow.

Loves,
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香香,

It's been a pretty relaxing day today. Work is not as heavy as usual. CNY meetings and things to do is taking most of my time but still, I have time to think about stuffs. Just came back home from Black Angus. Dinner was great. Well if I had to spend 40 bucks, it had to be good. Will be back to doing the CNY stuffs soon later. This week is the last week I have to slack around. Watched episode 21. Wish episode 22 will come out soon. Seen your photos too. Some were cute, some were both cute and pretty and some were a little off the chart lame. At least you are having fun. That's a good thing. Been checking DS today but still, didn't manage to see you coming online. Probably too busy for you to play. Still waiting for your text though it never came. It has been 1 week. Silently waiting. Often I wonder if you miss me. I know I do but yet I can't text you. Guess I'm coping with it. Life is never the same. Just wish my phone will ring soon. Hope you are having fun.

Loves,
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香香,

Another day of waiting and still nothing changed. Work is now more relaxed since there is not much people in office today. Enjoyed episode 20. Can't wait for the whole series to come out. Really love the way King is. She's really so much like you especially when she is stubborn. Well, watching that show really makes me feel like time travelling back to the days when we are in secondary school. Wish I can turn back time. Wish everything can just rewind and I can just fix it all. Well sometimes dreaming is the only way for me to feel less lonely. Been drawing circles lately. I still miss calling you at night and talking on the phone. It's really enjoyable back then. Too bad things are so different now. If only things did not change. If only things were still status quo. Dreamt about you last night. It's funny though. I can't tell if that was a nightmare or a sweet one. It has a little of both and it's weird. Been checking my DS lately. Guess I wont have the chance to see you online. Well still I hope we can play together soon. I promised to race you when you are ready. Hope that day will faster come. Miss you a lot still. Hope you do miss me somehow. 

Loves,

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香香,

Another boring day today. Watched episode 19 today. Really nice. Every time when I watch the show, I can't stop thinking about you, about us. It really is similiar to our situation. Listening to the song, I almost cried. Hope you really am like King. I still hope things will get better for you. Anyway, I recovered from my illness. Went to walmart today to buy food to cook for tomorrow lunch. Macroni soup for lunch. Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Really miss you a lot.

Loves,
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香香,

Today is a boring day. Went to lunch alone. Ate five guys and went home. Nothing to do the whole day. Don't even have episode 19 yet. Guess I really got to wait till monday. Been thinking about you the whole day. Slept in the afternoon and went out for dinner after waking up. Ate japanese food today but funny thing is, I still enjoy the japanese food we had more. I really miss those time. Guess you should be back today. Hope everything is going fine for you. Don't want to see you sad that's for sure. Well guess tomorrow will be another normal day. Another fruitless wait today. Really wonder if my phone will ever ring with your text. Waiting is all that is left for me now.

Loves,
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香香,

Another long day for me. Woke up with the first thing to do, watch K.O ONE part 2. well it's really something I will like. Tears filled my eyes at some point. But still, watching the show didn't make me feel any better. Phone still did not ring with your text. Maybe you are happier now. Maybe I'm just like how the show is. Begin a life alone in a new place and only to find the things we cherish to be something seperated by time. Although for them, it's 10 years. It really felt like forever. Watched finish all 18 episode. Looking forward for the next though. Hopefully, happy ending awaits for them. Been to your facebook and I did realise some post was missing. I hope everything is okay! Really miss you. Hope to hear from you soon.

Loves,
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香香,

A relax day at work today. Had meeting and clearing up some paper work. Been listening to the song you sang the whole day. Damn, I really miss you a lot. Been to your facebook and I'm glad to see you smile so cheerfully. Maybe things got better on your side. Just spent 670 bucks on my car today. Kind of heart ache but for my own safety, I think it's worth it. Cant wait to hear from you though. Can't wait for you to be back. Really miss those times when we will talk on the phone and laugh about lame stuffs. I'm not sure if those times will ever come back. Like always, been waiting for your text and as always, none came. I'm disappointed but yet I still wait. For what? You may ask. I guess it's the smile that it brings. Hopefully I can hear from you soon.

Loves,
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